Swimming In The Sea Of Confusion?? hmmm..

Morning people! whoopsyy! its afternoon already! haizz.. time pass or shud i say time FLIES?? hmm..  but whatever.. don give a eff  about it though.. becoz im currently swimming in d sea of CONFUSION! idk whats goin on out there.. im really wanting to know whats goin on between me and ma sayang.. things seem to go out of place nowadays.. haizz.. evy single night,me keep thinking of u baby.. you made me fall so hard for you.. you gave me hope to keep on loving you..  you gave me strength to believe that our relationship will grow and so on.. You really DID turn me on.. but now,its fading..  i have no fuckin idea why is that so! Im juz so so CONFUSED!!! Im missing euu so so so much dear.. i never wanna lose you.. being truthful in a relationship is vital.. and im being extremely sincere to euu baby! and when i say im sincere,i really do mean it.. and i can prove it to euu if you want me too.. some people may say action speaks louder than words.. but for me,words speaks louder then action..  its because,if i only do things do make u feel happy without knowing that my words will hurt your heart,im juz being an asshole! im being a bitch towards you if that is so! frankly speaking,im so blurr nowadays.. my heart's broken.. And only YOU who's able to mend the broken heart!